Freshmeat
I looked back at all my freshman pictures. At my fucking myspace.
And I never thought I’d have so much to miss. I never thought leaving high school would make me feel so empty.
For so long I hated high school- now I just can’t understand how it’s over and I can’t go back and I’m grabbing at nothing wishing I could, for just one day, take it all in again.
So many people have come and go- some of them people I never in my life thought would abandon me. They come and go in waves.
I’m moving. I’m leaving. I say I’ll come back. I don’t know if I will. I don’t know if I want to.
It’s hard to feel like your not losing everything and gaining a whole new life at the same time. I came in uncertain and nervous and I’m leaving in a similar way.
I have wonderful people in my life. I have a fantastic family. I have made so many memories.
I wish you all the best. We had a good run.
